“I never understood why people always want to take things slow. It made no sense to me. If that person is going to leave eventually, why not rip them off like a bandaid? Instead you let them inject cancer into your heart. I’ve heard that the heart is the one place you can’t get cancer; but everyone seems to forget about love, how it builds up colonies inside you and tears down each ventricle one by one. It’s a pain that stays and reverberates, a pain that is ruthless. It seeps through your veins, cutting out your weakest parts first. Then it weakens what used to be your strongest parts. It oozes through the arteries and drains back into the heart. And drains. And drains. And drains. It’s a vicious cycle, perhaps eternal. That is why I choose to leave quickly. I choose to be wild and free because no one has ever loved me the way i need to be loved so desperately.”
— Invasive Malignancy (via fawun)
(Source: owwwls, via letitgoplease)
8:08 am • 10 March 2014
Anonymous asked: some asshole kid just picked up a stick from my lawn and walked off with it. that was my stick pal
10:26 pm • 9 March 2014
what does sending anon hate accomplish… go outside… pet a dog… ride a bike… Call your dad and apologize for being a disappointment
4:47 pm • 9 March 2014
I hope someday you will find me and remember what I once meant to you.
4:44 pm • 9 March 2014
and you hide it, because you fear getting stepped on one more time
it seems that when you show a part of yourself that is the least bit vulnerable
someone takes advantage of you
one of them steps on you-”
— I Know You, Henry Rollins (via jaycubs)
(Source: kaylaleighcohen, via this-isnt-about-a-broken-heart)
4:39 pm • 9 March 2014
“Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat, and when you sleep, really to sleep. Try as much as possible to be wholly alive with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell. And when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough.”
— Ernest Hemingway (via billiec)
4:26 pm • 9 March 2014
Throat ache, freezing cold but hot at the same time, and aching muscles.
Well isn’t this great.
5:24 pm • 8 March 2014
i found myself playing the song we used to dance to in my bedroom only this time the song was louder than the sound of my heartbeat
5:11 pm • 8 March 2014
Anonymous asked: Is there anyone special in your life? Are you seeing anyone right now? I hope so.
That’s really kind of you :) I’m happy!
4:43 pm • 8 March 2014