just aren’t really going that great to be honest. A lot of the time, I feel like the only person who isn’t having the most amazing time when I look at everyone else around me. I seem to really have missed something. It’s strange because I don’t think I’ve ever properly felt like this before in my life. Often I’m tempted to just sit around and feel sorry for myself but I know for a fact that things will get better in the next few weeks and I just need to stick it out. On the other hand, I don’t know if this is all simply just my usual mild-depression (for lack of a better word) that I get almost every winter, paired with the fact that I am completely out of my comfort zone in almost every aspect of my life and I guess that doesn’t really help. I used to write a lot more about things like this (the things that are really going on in my head) on this blog but I just feel like too many (of the wrong) people will read these things now and I don’t particularly get off on them knowing this stuff. In a nutshell, I guess I’m just utterly disheartened when it comes to just about everything at the moment, I don’t even feel like myself.
I just need to think about getting my driving license, finishing my first year of uni at the beginning of April, the summer and festivals I might go to and a holiday with my best friends, London and man-ing the fuck up.
